I realigned myself and find niggas to surround and redefine with
The ladies I thought bout having babies with
My baby a Nissan rider I ain't had a Mercedes whip
I'm the kitchen but never itching to get the babies whipped
I'm on some other shit, I'm on some writing shit
I'm on some no respect for momma gaslighting shit
I'm on some burn the sage if we get the lighter lit
I'm on some mask the hurting with the attire and throw on a fire fit
And little shit be getting me mad
I blame emotional outbursts on the lack of dad
It's hard looking back on memories without feeling sad
Reminisce on all the bad bitches I probably could've had
Remember wishing for an early death that was painless
I sin for the sinners and weep for the saints and painters nigga
I'm on some other shit
I'm on some get to the motherland by way of the mother fucking mothership
I'm on some kill a pig and load another clip
I'm on some busted lip cause of my mother shit
I'm always saving up for some shit ion need
Got all these open cuts, I'm hoping ion bleed
I put my voice under the beat cause I'm always seen and never heard and
Being seen not enough far as I can see
I'm often hurt by thou who birthed me
I'm a child of these wild circumstances that the sun and earth conceived
And when I hurt it bleed
I see you lying through your teeth