How did I Find myself in a puddle of Sweat and tears Surrounded by my fears At a corner store In the unknown Where did you go Last I know You were afraid of Giving up your last name To me And that's fine Cuz I'm scared of my very first commitment But I'm unaware The petty act committed Oh you went out looking lovely In a black dress with some money Met a man with oleander cologne Flirty words and now you're at his home Honey, it was a mistake Then why was it right in your sober state Didn't have a single drink And somehow you thought, somehow you thought You would be alright and I wouldn't be crying Downing bottles at three in the morning Oh now I recall, why am I am mourning Oh now I recall, why am I am mourning You threw everything, I gave you anything I didn't think you'd be a cynical flirt I chose to love and I got hurt You stopped texting For five minutes and I'm Starting to get antsy About who you fancy Was it love or death Or was he good at sex Oh this dumb charade is so Complicated