(Lately I've been trying to find a ghost inside of me)
(Strange things I've seen)
(Trying to fall in love with her)
I wish you were here, I wish that I wasn't
It's hard to wake up with this knot in your stomach
Wish you could sleep away
All of my problems and all my emotion
We're drowning in sorrow
Wish that tomorrow the day would be better
I roll up a ben and I throw on a sweater
I talk to myself in the mirror for hours and then
And I wish I could deal in the pressure
Wish I had money, wish I had love
Wish I was getting in touch with above
Wish I could find all my purpose in life
Without finding out who I would become
Wish I had friends, wish I had people that care
Not people that love me, but never were there
If I called right now, would you ever pick up
On a precious song
Don't think you're aware of that
(Lately I've been trying to find a ghost inside of me)
(Strange things I've seen)
(Trying to fall in love with her)
Wish I was enough
I wish it was easy to see I've been trapped in this box
It's hard to breathe
I've been drinking
6 shots in and I'm sinking
Hard to find hope when it's hard to find meaning
Hard to find love when all people are faking
Anxiety hits, I don't know what to say
Wish I could go to a different place
Mine is a cage and I need to get out of my head space
All of my feelings have gone
I'm feeling under the bone
All of my emotions are flying
I'm wishing they leave me alone
You cheated, I cheated, you cheated, you left
We fighted, we fuck and make up, it's a mess
I'm tired of playing these games
I'm not a fake, so cry me a river
Feel for the same