A cross laid out into 2 roads I've bent between the yellow leaves and gazed beyond the undergrowth I'm unsure upon the road to go I sit in bitter silence willows weep the choice of taking both From a distance they both look the same A hard pill to swallow or a harder one to numb the pain Suffocating me in anxiety Goodbye to peace Why would I seek therapy If everybody lies to me? Let me in Don't shut me out I've been trying to find myself But all I see are razor blades Percocets and liquor cups There catching up Help me up I know that I can't save myself I'd rather die alone then knowing I need someones help Tears drop to the floor of my bathroom Solitude wraps their grasp around you There's no one to save you No there's no one to save you Tears drop to the floor of my bathroom Solitude wraps their grasp around you There's no one to save you There's no one to save A cross laid out into 2 roads I sit in bitter silence willows weep the choice of taking both Knowing both roads will lead home I turn back to the path I roam For It is not my time to go