It feels so very strange That it could be this way Now I'm so afraid Why wont you stay Did you ever love me The way that I loved you? This negativity keeps me feeling blue I'm blue I don't wanna keep thinking about you I took up my shovel, I dug up my grave I buried my feelings 6 feet in my brain I try to forget and I try to suppress I trap on my feelings till I get depressed I feel like a mess in my head, from my pain I just fled I keep running from demons till I'm out of breath Don't tell me you love me because I know you're lying Keep askin how you're doing you say that you're fine I tell you I'm fine We're fine We just keep everything bottled inside I know you're alone so don't try to hide We're back and more fourth and I'm done with your crying I'm done with your dissing I'm done with your lying I don't see you in my life You don't wanna break my heart And you don't wanna break my soul But we've been fighting back-and-forth and this is getting old You're the one that held me down, but I've been here before I think some things are better off and now it's time to go It's time to go It feels so very strange That it could be this way Now I'm so afraid Why wont you stay Did you ever love me? The way that I loved you? This negativity keeps me feeling blue