I used to suck up everybody's feelings Like a straw Their pain and stress became My worries and my fears And emotions and the colors filled my heart And killed me slowly My buried grief would wallow My frustrations would grow Until a faithful song would harshly slow Everyday were fits Good days were close friends shit And when I needed someone to hold me close A hand or hug to give me hope Suddenly warmness fades to snow It hurts to people please So I put up my boundaries I feel free I can be there for the ones that I love Without my soul starting to freeze No steamy words to breathe I'm full of love and loss My circle starts to close And only ones within it can haunt my ghost I overflow with flaws But I drink them down because When my temperature starts to get low And my heart is getting cold I'll grow my roots within the snow Sometimes I worry Having to much love Makes you a weaker one Cause each day that I become more dull Are the nights that I've slept the most I'm sorry for those whom I've hurt From being too concerned That part of me has gone to bed I'll only breathe thick air Won't be involved or care Deaden my nerves before myself And if there's no hand to hold I'll just find comfort in the snow