The sun don't shine over here no more This in my mind or is my mind in war Oh I'm alive but I ain't really sure Oh I'm alive but it's such a chore I can't remember last it felt like home I'm with my friends but I feel si alone And they pretend that they're content With everything they send me But I wouldn't know Have some of mine in hot air balloons Cut all my ties and I'll be falling soon Don't ask me why I didn't think this through I'm the only one hiding out the room I swear it ain't on purpose that I'm feeling blue I swear it ain't on purpose that I'm here with you Let's go to places that we thought were perfect Cheers just in case I don't make it I'm high off heroin and wine But I'm still sober I'll go cry somewhere else Sorry 'bout your shoulder Have some if mine We are young we got the time We can spend it tryna die Or we can feel alive It ain't easy no I won't deny It ain't easy no I won't deny But are you gonna try I think I wouldn't mind (Just in case we fall) Have some of mine in hot air balloons Cut all my ties and I'll be falling soon Don't ask me why I didn't think this through I'm the only one hiding out the room I swear it ain't on purpose that I'm feeling blue (Just in case we fall) I swear it ain't on purpose that I'm here with you (Just in case we fall) Just in case we fall