(Feelings numb) (Feelings numb) (Feelings numb) (Feelings numb) (Feelings numb) Vicious cycle of psycho Naked pics on my iPhone Spreadin' drugs on the table Love the fact that I hate you Pass the weed 'til I'm passin' out Faces blue while I'm blackin' out Ration shots, they might ration out Sad as fuck, now I'm happy Dance through my home like Sherlock Fuck me blindfold like Bird Box Trash pack my clothes, gotta go now Got bags under my third eye Heartless because I'm numb Acid all on your tongue I can't stop gettin' drunk Woke up like, "What the fuck?" Drugs I just wanna have fun I don't care that you're gone Party until the sun, because I love drugs Feelin' too lit to cry You don't want me, that's fine Not gonna waste my high, because I love drugs Not gonna waste my high, I love drugs You don't want me, that's fine, I love drugs Feelin' too lit to cry, I love drugs Feelin' too lit to cry, I love drugs Head is spinnin', dread the feelin' Outside, inside, dead, forgive me Lost the money, thoughts are runnin' No self-love, my stock will plummet It's easy to get fucked up It's crazy that I love you I'm married to all my vices It scares me to be self-righteous Might spin like car do donuts I heal my pain from one puff My trauma poured in one cup My mama know I'm fucked up All my problems are handmade Self-hate, cut deep, need Band-Aids I can't stop gettin' drunk Woke up like, "What the fuck?" Drugs I just wanna have fun I don't care that you're gone Party until the sun, because I love drugs Feelin' too lit to cry You don't want me, that's fine Not gonna waste my high, because I love drugs Not gonna waste my high, I love drugs You don't want me, that's fine, I love drugs Feelin' too lit to cry, I love drugs Feelin' too lit to cry, I love drugs I love drugs (I love drugs) I love drugs (I love drugs) I love drugs (I love drugs) I love drugs (I love drugs) (Feelings numb) (Feelings numb) (Feelings numb) (Feelings numb) (Feelings numb) (Feelings numb) (Feelings numb)