The last thing I recall, the sun and the snow Your fingers felt so cold You warmed them in my hands as the daylight faded It feels so long ago, where are we now? I don't know how But I can almost feel all my intentions failing Let's pretend that we Can stop this faking Hold me like you need me Hold me like the world is ending Watching your eyes well up from what I've put you through You carry the weight, believing you're supposed to Meaningless words, I've seen them scar and bruise I don't mean to hurt you, I don't mean to hurt you But I always do If I could only stop being so insecure Making my affliction yours The screaming in my head, so loud I feel it caving Please let me recant and start over now I don't know how But I can almost feel all my intentions failing Let's pretend that we Can stop this faking Hold me like you need me Hold me like the world is ending Watching your eyes well up from what I've put you through You carry the weight, believing you're supposed to Meaningless words, I've seen them rip right through I don't mean to hurt you, I don't mean to hurt you But I always do