Used to, used to, used to life Used to bite my pray Used to, used to, used to fly Used to try and migrate Used to, used to, used to try And justify my hate Lose the useless strain Before I've used up time I've saved You don't ever listen You don't ever let me talk You keep burning bridges You keep walking, getting lost You've deserted interest In everything but what you're not Don't deserve attention Wish that I could turn you off And we'll never get along Never gonna get it right 'Cause when I'm sitting on my own I just wanna sit and die here Don't want anything at all Let distractions fill the silence I won't ever hear my soul So I've given up the fighting, yeah ♪ I counted every promise that had melted in the snow On my fingertips I started sprouting digits, you know Permafrost on my lips Forgot my bones at home, I guess I'm lost in the zip I pinky-promised 'til the frostbite took it I'm sitting crooked Got some new fourteens To match these Newport dreams Who want it? I let these Building blocks just scattered across my fucking carpet rust You etched a portrait in my skull and scars you carved with trust A heart of dust, a mind of cavities with nickel-plates promise Staring contest with a barrel, let's be honest I don't know you, you don't know me We ain't even met We could cross the sea and ocean, float Just going through the motions We could bump arms in a crowded hall And you would never notice What you see inside my portait All could be a clever motive We was scratched across the concrete Feasting on the roadkill Never liked to exercise There's demons in my home still Skipping through these ducats There ain't a dream money won't kill I counted every promise that had melted in the snow On my fingertips I started sprouting digits, you know