Is He a Man or a Monster? See my reflection like a stain on the wall Them ugly little marks I'm ashing out my cigarette I fidget till another sparks I'm coughing up that asphalt that's covered up in tire marks Greyer than the concrete that covers up entire parks Flowers crawling up the cracks I bet tomorrow they'll decay Weathers like a hellscape as I empty out my ashtray I got no pictures but I think when I was young And looked around I don't remember looking so Grey Man shut the fuck up for a second Like I give a shit You staring at the mirror asking Who lit your last cigarette You chose to be that ignorant That violent, belligerent With knives up in the kitchen in between your fucking finger tips Why focus on that terrible you? Pull the trigger heard a bullet fly by terrible you And shit no places feel like home when it's just terrible you Who left me all alone to play with terrible you? Why focus on that terrible you? Pull the trigger heard the bullets they missed terrible you Bomb a business Wreck your credit Flick a needle Burn investments Triple homi Co-defendants Me and terrible you When your sober I can't speak to you Loosen up and focus back on all the drugs This paranoias got its grip on you When your sober it's unbearable Why focus on the terrible? You feel the tremors creeping Somethings in the wind again You double check the locks on all the medicine Go ahead and can call the hospital They'll tell you nothings wrong with you You want some sickness step outside It's been a year or two Man shut the fuck up for a second Like I give a shit You staring at the mirror asking Who lit your last cigarette You chose to be that ignorant That violent belligerent With knives up in the kitchen in between your fucking finger tips Why focus on that terrible you? Pull the trigger heard a bullet fly by terrible you And shit no places feel like home when it's just terrible you Who left me all alone to play with terrible you? Why focus on that terrible you? Pull the trigger heard the bullets they missed terrible you Bomb a business Wreck your credit Flick a needle Burn investments Triple homi Co-defendants Me and terrible you