I don't wanna leave I just wanna stay Stuck inside my mind about everyday I just wanna run from my memories Everyday's a battle but I'm losing ways Of coping with this pain and this misery What the fuck's the point when I'm dead deceased I been wanting more I don't know a thing Just to be alone I don't wanna breathe Stuck in this cyclical cycle of being dope sick The shit that I do just to feel kinda safe Erasing my mind to be free from this game Free from disease Free from the pain Freedom of being so free from this shame Swallow my pride I'm never OK I'm never OK I'm never OK I been trying so hard Funny how they talk this much Baby I'm floating Floating I don't wanna try yet Die yet Scars run deep but I try so hard Fall face first in my fate don't call Fall face first in the dirt closed walls And I know no way just to cope so far Swallow these pills I know that they kill Life has no answers To how I been feelin Death to my ego I know nothings real I know nothings real I been trying so hard Funny how they talk this much baby I'm floating Floating I don't wanna try yet Die yet