I don't know how to feel Bout my current situation I feel like shit And I know That I need a vacation I've been fucking with some bitches when I'm bored Got your girl texting me She's a whore Find me with the fucking blade On the floor I see the blood But I just want more I'm probably going to hell There's for sure one way to tell Rope on my fucking neck wont fail Got the knife to my arm, fuck health I've been thinkin Don't wanna feel this way I cut my fucking arms But it makes me feel insane I stay up in my room all by myself to this day Don't go out in public cause all these thoughts intruding You don't wanna fuck with me Tired of feelin fucking empty Wishin' death upon my enemies And I'll never give you no fuckin sympathy I don't know how to feel Bout my current situation I feel like shit And I know That I need a vacation I don't know how to feel Bout my current situation I feel like shit And I know That I need a vacation