You make me feel so alive
When you lay by my side
Watching the sunrise
And the chaos feels so fine
You make me feel terrified
When you look in my eyes
See through my disguise
When I'm with you I can't hide
And I'm just so scared
Cause I don't want to fall in love again
Cause when I fall it always falls apart
But I just don't care
Cause every moment that I kiss your lips
My ignorance turns into such sweet bliss
I'm just so
I'm just so scared of love
I'm just so
I'm just scared to love again
I'm just so
I'm just so scared of love
I'm just so
I'm just scared to love again
I'm kinda high key scared that you won't be there when I show you my true self
Sometimes I question my worth relate it to my hurt am I just another toy on ya shelf
Not sure you would love me if you knew
All the kinda shit I had to walk through
Yeah I ain't my past but you'll see it as baggage
I can't even fathom another person asking
What happened to y'all, y'all was so cute
It is what it is but it sucks when it ain't you
The hardest truth is if I fell for you, you would just do me they they all do
You would leave me like they did before
Then you would hate me like they did before
Then you would dispose of and forget about me like they all did before and thats why
I'm just so
I'm just so scared of love
I'm just so
I'm just scared to love again
I'm just so
I'm just so scared of love
I'm just so
I'm just scared to love again