I feel this connection to you But I can't break through My self deprivation I'm caught in a senseless position Can't make a decision Not tonight I wanna feel your touch Inside I know I need you so much But I can't break through theses walls I've built around me 'cause they're too tall I guess it's the result of all the hurt I've seen When I'm alone in my bed I listen to the voices in my head So much noise in here it's a cacophony When I'm alone in my head The debate rages on which road to tread I guess I'll never know who I'm meant to be Lonely yes that's me I'm hurting can't you see Do I have to scream for you to hear me I need help can you help me I can't do this anymore Oh you have no idea Just how many times I wished I wasn't here The devil's in my ear Telling me this is my last year Please tell me silky lies So that I can believe you When I'm alone in my bed I listen to the voices in my head So much noise in here it's a cacophony When I'm alone in my head The debate rages on which road to tread I guess I'll never know who I'm meant to be When I'm alone in my bed I listen to the voices in my head So much noise in here it's a cacophony When I'm alone in my head The debate rages on which road to tread I guess I'll never know who I'm meant to be I guess I'll never know who I'm meant to be