I know you won't understand I've given up Should've folded when I was dealt my hand Should've folded I feel nothing blood drips down my hand Scars are showing Want me better but it's all part of my plan When I hit 22 imma call it Thank the people that chose to stick around Thanks for calling I know you won't understand I've given up 20 pills with the smoke Liquor so I don't choke Finish off with some blow Sleeping pills got me slow Yeah I'm a fuck up that I know Please don't help me let me go Time will heal that I know Smile for me when I'm gone Watch me float away Eternal fire Beckoned by the deathly choir Voices say it's time to die Guess this is it my final goodbye I know you won't understand I've given up Should've folded when I was dealt my hand Should've folded I feel nothing blood drips down my hand Scars are showing Want me better but it's all part of my plan When I hit 22 imma call it Thank the people that chose to stick around Thanks for calling I know you won't understand I've given up