It was a gift and a curse Brought the worst out in me how How did I fall so hard Still falling now Numb to the pain It's okay just leave me now I'll figure it out somehow Believe me now I need a break Need a break now Do a retake Second take now I sip my pain with some ice now Some bloodied veins feel so nice now Fuck the past Fuck it all Saw the writing on the wall I was blind End of times Had to die To be reborn Open eyes See the signs Found the one to take my side Damn she fine And she mine Crazy how the stars aline It was a gift and a curse Brought the worst out in me how How did I fall so hard Still falling now Numb to the pain It's okay just leave me now I'll figure it out somehow Believe me now Old bitch Fuck you See the Phoenix shining through Lil' bitch you fucked up It's okay I filled your place Don't need no glue My new got some remedies She must've put a spell on me Lil' witchcraft Fortune teller Green and black Never looked better It was a gift and a curse Brought the worst out in me how How did I fall so hard Still falling now Numb to the pain It's okay just leave me now I'll figure it out somehow Believe me now I need a break Need a break now Do a retake Second take now I sip my pain with some ice now Some bloodied veins feel so nice now Fuck the past Fuck it all Saw the writing on the wall I was blind End of times Had to die To be reborn Open eyes See the signs Found the one to take my side Damn she fine And she mine Crazy how the stars aline