Two player Mario Kart Dinner with your whole family Watching Star Wars until dark Need for speed at 17 Napping at midnight and then Smoking some Jane on the in between Meeting all of your good friends Moving along so happily Moment by moment I felt something new Arguments fluent with nothing to prove Daylight by daylight nightmare in my calls My head was screaming I took on it all Oh, I know I did you wrong Not all of it was my fault And now you ain't with someone new I've been meaning to ask you Did you cry? Did you scream? Did you try to stop him leaving? Blocking the door? Pull him to the floor? Did you try to change the way he saw himself? Leave anything left? I don't think you did I don't think you will Screaming echoes in my head Silenced by making up sex Poison in all of our meals together I think we both needed a rest My mother turned fifty I wanted to celebrate Your semi formal the same night You need a date You said that was it If I didn't wanna go with Your paranoia I'll never get I'm just a guy, a pitiful wreck You made me feel awful You said I'm the worst Said I fucking lied about that night after work I haven't broken these walls, not all of this is my fault And now you ain't with someone new, I've been meaning to ask you Did you cry? Did you scream? Did you try to stop him leaving? Blocking the door? Pull him to the floor? Did you try to change the way he saw himself? Leave anything left? I don't think you did I don't think you will When you cried and you screamed and I tried to say I was sorry You wouldn't listen, you wouldn't hear me When you tried to change the way I saw myself Destroy what was left I wasn't perfect I can't forget it