I don't really fucking like you if I'm being honest
I tone out everything you say when you become the topic
You won't amount to something more than someone that I fucked with
You put that dirty shit inside you, bitch, I'm so disgusted
It's just unsanitary, how nasty it all gets
I don't like overthinking, but I've seen that target hit
A step away from doing something that I will regret
Tell myself, "Don't wanna see you, I'd rather be dead"
I'm not even stressed about it anymore
I keep hearing echos when you slammed the door
I keep blades, I'm itching just to stab a whore
Talk to me with disrespect, I want it more
I'm attracted to the shit that kills me deep inside
It's like you see me in this state, and it gives you a high
I used to pray that every day that I would be alright
And now I'm wishin' I'll feel petty 'til the day I die
Claim that I'm the problem but you still cutting your wrists up
Keep begging for help as if I could still give a fuck
You suppress yourself and you claim nobody gives a fuck
If you were just honest for a second, they might listen up
I don't really fucking like you if I'm being honest
I tone out everything you say when you become the topic
You won't amount to something more than someone that I fucked with
You put that dirty shit inside you, bitch, I'm so disgusted
It's just unsanitary, how nasty it all gets
I don't like overthinking, but I've seen that target hit
A step away from doing something that I will regret
Tell myself, "Don't wanna see you, I'd rather be dead"