I know you worry all the time about how I feel
That's one reminder that you're not real
Don't feel the same anymore, my love has really ran out
The way you answer my texts, you're really freaking me out
Keep falling down in this hole, need someone reeling me out
You kept my ass in a cage, and you did not let me out
I need somebody to help, someone to figure me out
I sit inside of this hole, but I just wanna be out
So I scream and I shout, so I scream and I-
I, I can't feel my face when I'm in this place
Your toxic ways, flowers on my gravе
I'm not here
But you know that already, I can't bеlieve that you lied
Those things you never tell me, they eat us up deep inside
Someday it'll be too much, someday it'll be too much for you
Don't wanna sleep at night, my life's a fantasy
My brain gets dragged away, when you get mad at me
I disassociate, I guess it's how I am
I told you how I really felt and you were not a fan
The way you look at me, it's like you want me to die
The way you look at me, it's like you want me to die
It's like you want me to die, it's like you want me to-
I, I can't feel my face when I'm in this place
Your toxic ways, flowers on my grave
I'm not here