Why I feel alive when the sun come down Yeah I'm going up but I'm staying with a frown Fuck all the sorrow, kill em with the brown Yeah I've been under trying not to drown Why I feel alive when the sun come down Yeah I'm going up but I'm staying with a frown Fuck all the sorrow, kill em with the brown Yeah I've been under trying not to drown They say everyone divine, well to me that's a lie Yeah I'm still sleep-deprived, I can feel the bags on my eyes Old girl just hit my line, please get up out my mind Keep seeing the same signs, I just gotta realign It's just one of them days, it's just one of them days Depression coming in waves, yeah it's coming in waves I'm just tryna dodge the grave, i'm just tryna dodge the grave Sometimes I don't wanna be saved, I don't wanna be saved Look at the price you pay, when you try to run away Mental strain on my brain, I don't wanna go insane Somebody call Max Payne, I feel one of the same Imma shoot point-blank, and I hope that I don't got aim Why I feel alive when the sun come down Yeah I'm going up but I'm staying with a frown Fuck all the sorrow, kill em with the brown Yeah I've been under trying not to drown Why I feel alive when the sun come down Yeah I'm going up but I'm staying with a frown Fuck all the sorrow, kill em with the brown Yeah I've been under trying not to drown Why I feel alive when the sun come down Yeah I'm going up but I'm staying with a frown Fuck all the sorrow, kill em with the brown Yeah I've been under trying not to drown Why I feel alive when the sun come down Yeah I'm going up but I'm staying with a frown Fuck all the sorrow, kill em with the brown Yeah I've been under trying not to drown