Love it when I'm dizzy off of loud Pretending to act normal when I'm standing in a crowd I wish that my brain could fuckin' think right now Pretending to act normal when I'm standing in a crowd Constantly sick with anxiety, darkness inside of me Got no fight left in me This tablet the only thing stopping me Pills got me vomiting Fuck all ya'll mocking me, your jealousy comedy Constantly in agony Pretending and acting like there's nothing wrong with me As I got bitches dogging me I don't care about my life, bitch I don't care about my life, bitch All these drugs gon' make me die, bitch All these drugs gon' make me die, bitch I don't give a fuck if you don't like me I just want the drugs, not the love, need the lean All you fucking peasants try to act like me Forgot about you so forget about me Die die die, goodbye Die die die, goodbye Die die die, goodbye Die die die, goodbye