You don't understand Don't know what I hide I'm so insecure and not just about my height Am I not a man If I lose in fights? If I'm all afraid in dark if I turn on lights? Yeah, yeah It's amazing I'm alive (I'm alive) No one that I loved was never mine (Never mine) You know we were close Now it's nothing bright Why'd you have to be so mean, why I'm always kind? Like a wind that blows Disappeared in night Now it's nowhere to be seen, how to make it right? If I was a man, I would do it all, I would never fall I would show them who the god is in here I'm not fucking weak, no, I'm never weak, maybe all the time I just gotta speak up loud, they'll hear me If I was a man, I would do it all, I would never fall I would show them who the god is in here I'm not fucking weak, no, I'm never weak, maybe all the time I just gotta speak up loud, they'll hear me Yeah, yeah It's amazing I'm alive (I'm alive) No one that I loved was never mine (Never mine) My father, can you hear me? I'm just lost My father, can you hear me? I'm just lost