Oh, I keep making choices And they are not in the plan Why don't you send in forces? I think I'm turning all mad 'Cause I don't know, don't know what I want to be Everyone is looking at my face like they on to me Stay low, they all follow me Think I might be down here in this place in the agony In the agony Think I might be down here in this place in the agony I'm your messiah If death is only thing you desire Oh, let me say last goodbye I put the cockroach in your ear I drink 'til I sleep Drink in the day And if I could I'd probly put that liqour in my vein I'm down on my knees I feel I'm deceased I don't want to feel this way I don't give a damn 'bout anyone else (but me) I don't give a damn 'bout anyone else (but me) I'm your messiah If death is only thing you desire Oh, let me say last goodbye I put the cockroach in your ear Hate being rejected So I won't, won't reject you