Am I just some cunt with no place to run No gimmicks and shit we don't play for fun Keep attracting toxic bitches, I'm done Calling me dumb when you're just dumbfounded Think you're so clever when you're drowned found dead Out your class higher league get outsmarted Shoulda learned when to play the advantage Shoulda let go when I gave you the chance But I swear I clocked this time 'Stead of throwing shade they just wanna seek mine But they tryna see B on the decline Cuz their sales never peaked now they wanna freeze time Well I haven't even started I'm the martyr I'm bound for my targets Fresh to death you can check on the carcass But it's my name they could never tarnish (AH) I feel like I'm fading huh Fuck me I'm just faded huh I feel like I'm fading huh Fuck me I'm just faded huh I feel like I've faded, gone too far this time can't evade it Memories surface I can't erase shit Lurk in the depths of my mind and I can't replace it Now they keep telling me I'll be fine What if these breakdowns don't subside? What if I truly lose my mind? Is it unruly to feel fried? Now they keep telling me I'll be fine What if these breakdowns don't subside? What if I truly lose my mind? Is it unruly to feel fried? Chosen my stage I'm unleashing the rage Said we on the same page with corruption engaged Feeling fired up now so I guess I'm inflammed Put the tip in the bitch have her looking both ways Wavy as fuck I been smoking on haze Light to the gas while I'm sippin' on H Fuck with the team, you know we don't play Couple of shots leave a hole in your brain Fuck what they tell me okay Live your own fucking life, lead your shit into decay Death and destruction is, what I cause up in my wake I broke the chains so, now I just reap what I gain (AY) I feel like I'm fading huh Fuck me I'm just faded huh I feel like I'm fading huh Fuck me I'm just faded huh I feel like I've faded, gone too far this time can't evade it Memories surface I can't erase shit Lurk in the depths of my mind and I can't replace it