How do i get through I'm not prepared
I mean it's hard to admit that i am this scared
There have been some bumps on the road
Kept saying i was well
I hope heavens what you get when you fight through hell
How do i get through I'm not prepared
I mean it's hard to admit that i am this scared
There have been some bumps on the road
Kept saying i was well
I hope heavens what you get when you fight through hell
When you fight through hell
They say the pain would fade with time
Things started to pile up good
And to be honest i've been waiting for a while
I feel misunderstood
Got me way to numb to care
Accepting that life ain't always fair
Even tho I'm smiling for the once i love
My burden isn't theirs to bare
It isn't theirs to bare
They say that problems pile up like stack of cash
But i been living in the moment tryna not look back
I been all up in my bag
Getting some new tats
But then i woke up and knew exactly what problem i had
Yeah
When i wake up
All i gotta do
Bring the stakes up
Got something to prove
Burn the snakes up
Ain't been easy
Way life treats me
I am deeply
Trapped in this cirkle of bad thoughts
And i really don't feel like i wanna do this no more
Pretending i can see the light
Even tho it's dark as hell
Doctors write prescriptions so wrong
That even i could tell
Then things get blurry
Telling me not to worry
To rest and take things slow
It's been years already
Why the sudden hurry
It's not like i have places to go
How do i get through im not prepared
I mean it's hard to admit that i am this scared
There have been some bumps on the road
Kept saying i was well
I hope heavens what you get when you fight through hell
How do i get through I'm not prepared
I mean it's hard to admit that i am this scared
There have been some bumps on the road
Kept saying i was well
I hope heavens what you get when you fight through hell
Consultation here
Health station there
Suddently pain spreads everywhere
Doctor degree on their wall
But do they actually care
They don't
All about the dough
Degree on the wall
Here they stand so tall
Say they wanna help but they don't care at all
Cuz at the end of the day they still getting paid
And that's facts
That's obvious
Do they even care about one of us
I've lost the trust
But trust me
Someone can help yeah there must be
Must be
How do i get through I'm not prepared
I mean it's hard to admit that i am this scared
There have been some bumps on the road
Kept saying i was well
I hope heavens what you get when you fight through hell
How do i get through I'm not prepared
I mean it's hard to admit that i am this scared
There have been some bumps on the road
Kept saying i was well
I hope heavens what you get when you fight through hell
Consultation here
Health station there
Suddently pain spreads everywhere
Doctor degree on their wall
But do they actually care