Smashing the bottle I emptied a can
Paint on my shoes and some blood on my hands
Never be driving without contraband
And the homies be sticking round after the bend
Ain't be driving the whip I be skirting this bitch
Sliding around like some Tokyo drift
I be feeling like Han and Paul walker with this
Crash in a ditch, life was a glitch, fuck
Sneaking around in the night, so I might feel the urge
To finally do it
Smoking away all my cigs with a mix of some pills
Do you want me to prove it?
Please never tell me you love me, I know it's a lie
You think I'm a nuisance
Recently I find myself looking up ways to die
I'm so sick of these humans
Hand on the trigger please say that I won't
You'll sow what you reap, and I won't go out slow
Spilling out passion you see from my glow
I can't fuck with these lames get the fuck out my show
Don't act like you know, when you know that you don't
Cause you'll fold and I put that on my blood and bones
All I need is respect and I get what's expected so don't ever try to play me a hoe
Say that I won't you encouraging me
Violent and reckless my demon at peace
I'm unleashing the beast in the garden of Ede
Killing Adam and Eve I'm resetting the scene
I'm regressing the gene that be keeping you clean
While the kerosene burning the filthy in me
And the cult intervene, like some amphetamines
They pushing me forward I'm chasing a dream
I can't fucking rest
I can't fucking sleep
Shorty I be right here but you ain't here for me
Tired of this stress
I'm sick cause I can't eat
Only thing that I imagine is my shorty on the streets
Why can't I address
This anxiety
All of these burdens that's burdening me
Burn down my core till I'm nothing but ashes
And throw me in deep, right down the sea
Why cant you see, me when I plea
Baby you got me right down on my knees
I just want love
Want your affection
Settle for drugs
For the same damn connection