Mental state fucked Know I feel so alone Every fucking day In the same damn hole Ima boy so no one give a fuck bitch Burning my skin while I'm screaming for help shit Every 40 seconds there a suicide Double XP for the men in your life Fuck all the homicide, bitch we do double lives Every fucking attempt, I regret, happy I'm alive Unstable Mind got me disabled Manic got me breeding all this panic got me dangerous I'm threat to my life when I'm fucked up Decisions I be making got me blind to myself yuh I ain't wanna die, why the fuck I'm closing eyes When I driving, count to ten, while I'm fucking high This some real shit Baby I ain't fuck around Mentally unstable so I'm chillin till I'm breaking down Ex bitch done raped me Other done scraped me Wish I broke teeth off that bitch I ain't playing Abuse me in front of my face cuz I take it Bitch you a sociopath in the making Fuck on my day Bitch you a lame Blind to abuse while avoiding your gaze I seen the devil in front of my face She gave me a kiss and then lied on my grave Cut me up bitch I know you like that Keep lying to my face know you like that Just fuck me up bitch, I know love me like this You ain't love when I'm happy so you smite that Struggling out of bed Everyday Shit I aint gotta say So you say Bitch you got malice, and problems with homies That been here for me at my lowest they know me Mental state fucked Know I feel so alone Every fucking day In the same damn hole Ima boy so no one give a fuck bitch Burning my skin while I'm screaming for help shit Every 40 seconds there a suicide Double XP for the men in your life Fuck all the homicide, bitch we do double lives Every fucking attempt, I regret, happy I'm alive