Salt in mouth from the tears down my face I did what I did out of love now I hate Myself But I ain't got regrets I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends Tight in my chest and my panic in the making Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking My body be shaking Blood is escaping Shit got me wondering if Ima make it And I be scared To message my friends To tell em I'm manic and I'm on bend Like what can they say And what can they do I know the answer, and they know it too Nothing can save me Shit I am broken I'm just a baby Crying from motion Shit I been fighting some thoughts So I'm writing these bars So I ain't end it all I be crying As I write this song I be fighting But I ain't that strong What is right now I know only wrong Where did I go I was happy once I was happy once I hate what I have become I knew happiness Now I know that pain is shit I knew not to quit Now I'm looking down a bridge I knew happiness I knew happiness Meeting new people In new places I don't need it They'll let you down Meeting new people In new places I don't need it They'll let you down Oh stop overthinking it son Nothing matters its The moments you live All the times your heart won Don't let the cunts make u come undone Don't let the cunts make u come undone Oh stop overthinking it son Nothing matters its The moments you live All the times your heart won Don't let the cunts make you come undone Don't let the cunts make you come undone Salt in mouth from the tears down my face I did what I did out of love now I hate Myself But I ain't got regrets I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends Tight in my chest and my panic in the making Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking My body be shaking Blood is escaping Shit got me wondering if Ima make it