Dear god Can you tell me if you're listening I've Been sick and just wishing it'd stop This shit gets intense my limbs locking up Ok I'm not really religious untill insomnia Has me questioning existence hypoxia Spent 3 days in the ER from the oxy's cut Reading apocrypha Go through changes Yeah I love how my mama thinks I'm famous Might go buy her designer when the plane lands My bitch all dressed in Prada its her favorite I got something to believe in I can't shake it Might just fry my cerebrum to my brain stem I wonder how it feels to feel amazing Nights almost took my life inside a days inn Now I hop on a flight non stop to Vegas I was gripping on my stomach crying calling out for change New York for the summer but might fuck around and stay I been getting numb to the stuff that ppl say And thank god for my mother, it's a struggle everyday And to my sister know I got you We gonna share some enemies My little brother knows I got him Looking like a little me Never had a perfect father but still call me if you need something When it's bridge over the water We gonna can catch up because we need to I guess everything gets better in time I guess everything gets better in time I heard everything gets better in time When will everything get better in mine