Ain't entangled with anyone
She would call me the petty one
Bringing up old shit
But the battle's already won
Fully shaking and convulsing I'm in quite a predicament
All my inner volatility there ain't no predicting it
Efficacious introverted fugitive escaping
I'll be relegating hold the relics hurting I'm a maven
I would like to be myself good and thanks for understanding
But it really ain't attainable my mood I take for granted
It's my new normal now I'm so scornful
Gather what I'm getting eating up any morsels
Rows of the drink drying out the reserves
Gorging then it's so depleted that's the way we conserve
Sun burned skin eukaryotic decimation
You would claim that you're clean stay prolonging any changes
Then to cover up tracks laid the solvent in the statement
Then to go right back to break the promises you're making
Run through the fucking red light
Read my name see I'm making headlines
Then it's done they begun wanna start to pay attention
After the fact push suicide prevention
I've already done the damage there's no correction
Attached to me this disadvantage ties are unmended
I had seen it coming all along I'm clairvoyant
They're jumping ship and heading out they're picking their poison
Ain't involving with none of you
I just think that it's funny you
Game the situation
Blame the things that we had come to do
Toxicology reporting I've been killing my filaments
I'll be sober in a bit I'm fucking up in resisting it
What I do is subject to this admonition
Grim gloom coming soon that's my only premonition
No and do not be around me when I'm vexed and morose
Pick apart the finer details now I'm so engrossed
Chose my worst traits boutta add to complexity
I'm a man of my word but I've got no integrity
I'll be waiting till the day these luminous rays decay
And non combustible particles drilling and ate away
Running my meds up inside an appendage and look at the way that I fly
Pumping a sedative what's the percentages what are the chances that I die
Culling my letters and burn the messages that I would write
Pulling my feathers off of the precipice I'd done it out of spite
Run through the fucking red light
Read my name see I'm making headlines
Then it's done they begun wanna start to pay attention
After the fact push suicide prevention
I've already done the damage there's no correction
Attached to me this disadvantage ties are unmended
I had seen it coming all along I'm clairvoyant
They're jumping ship and heading out they're picking their poison