It feels like we are slowly dying
All the time because we are
No blood in my veins no fuel in my tank
These drugs in my brain still feel the fucking same
You'll recite another prayer but what good will that do
Feel the sorrow permanently on me like a tattoo
Made it this far how far will I go
This anxiety is ripping through my humble abode
Got nobody self-reliant in my trouble alone
Adding liquor to my soda to my cup full of Jones
Skim through the files like what is it I have
I just heard it's getting worse I'm observing this new graph
So the doctor wanna tell me to go onto strange meds
How much longer am I living they're looking to place bets
Permanently inebriated it's so bad
And my illness abbreviated to say "SAD"
Is it real or a trick that my mind's made up
Do you get this sick when you stand straight up
You don't understand me you don't see shit
Serotonin released what I wanna be with
I don't mind not being right
So long as we're both feeling like
It feels like we are slowly dying
All the time because we are
Quarter of my life I try to put it behind me
But that's the model expectation why'd you have to remind me
The hesitation live to eighty I'm not sure I'll yearn for that
The truth I'm feeling so inanimate's a damn disturbing fact
Frost on the dash wipe away no strings attached
How you claim to be a queen but where's your fucking kingdom at
I'm not your jester you can pester go and bother someone else
Cause I've been caught too many bodies imma end up dead myself
Recently dealing with something that you ain't known
I give a welcome to the club you might feel it's overblown
But it's a grip around your neck a steady state of suffocating
And the personnel won't have a fix there ain't no operating
I'm the reminder to take any doubts serious
This is the worst thing that we could experience
I am the signal harbinger of gloom
The hemorrhaged tissue in your head is far bigger than you
You don't understand me you don't see shit
Serotonin released what I wanna be with
I don't mind not being right
So long as we're both feeling like
It feels like we are slowly dying
All the time because we are