Bottom of the ocean at the bottom of the water
And good thing I got receipts returning everything I bought her
If I can't forget the memories then I'll have to overwrite em
Solitary in confinement they'll admit me to asylums
Cause I'm going psychotic and don't you think it's ironic
We're ending up the same way in the ground to lie rotting
The only difference is the way we move to get the final date
To waste away or be productive make believe survival rate
Fuck it do whatever gives you pleasure you ain't living
For somebody else the money helps but I would truly give it
Up if that had meant that you and I would be productive
But I get your hesitation I can tell you're so reluctant
Open up a can of worms and gently reaffirm
I know you acted so avoidant but there's much that we can learn
About each other if you gave me just another second chance
Let's take a ride no way to hide I'm driving off the overpass
You can find me
At the bottom of the ocean
Always at the ready if it means we'll make a dollar
Ain't a meaning to my life but I cannot be down in squalor
Mama taught me young to hustle then retire like when I'm 40
Got no plan to live till then I swear that life just isn't for me
Making a plan to make all the music that I've been wanting to drop
Get to 1000 tracks I'm picking and choosing 25 then stop
That's the age I'm dead expiring I'll have no one by my side
You left me early thought that surely you would be my ride or die
Ever go for days and get reminded I exist
Text my phone in guilty pleasure cause you know you can't resist
My reaction ain't a drop inside my stomach anymore
I really dread the day that bitches wanna fuck me on my tour
You can find me in the sea the Marianas Trench
Has been awaiting me tenaciously my teeth are tighter clenched
And I'll be sleeping with the fish inside this brand new habitat
And then my eyes will roll on back to permanently see in black
You can find me
At the bottom of the ocean
Thought that I was done but no I've only just begun
That's just what happens when you play me and you leave me once I'm sprung
I fucking hate you and I loathe you take it back I know I don't
It's so cathartic when I say it my contentious speaking tone
Has cost me friends and foes well that's just the way it goes
The path I chose ain't do me favors but it keeps me on my toes
I'm watching out I'm apprehensive keeping guard like I'm a sentry
Course of action that you're taking's infantile and elementary
Gone off in circles intensified it's internal
Requesting aid to dress my wounds I see bruises turning purple
The one I'm bout to get I can't recover from this is the end
I'm moving at a lightning pace approaching closer to the bend
Bout to turn the car into a fucking submarine
You've been the one inside my dreams I'm not the person others need
But I can't have you so what makes you think that Imma let you go
We're starting over we'll be resting caught along the undertow
You can find me
At the bottom of the ocean