I don't need attention I just need a dose
So I'll get through today and to tomorrow at most
I couldn't leave you so soon but I know
That we'll meet yet again when we're both a couple ghosts
It's this reproduction that's so insignificant
The lack of purpose has led to ambivalence
I'm underneath this mountain of my loathing
I hit from the blunt and I sip up the codeine
You'd tell me that I got so much in potential
Just give it a moment I'll be influential
You won't be living to see where I'm at
But I'll look at the skies and you'll be staring back
Been in my blood unlikely to fold
It's not ever like me to do what I'm told
I am the symbol of this independence
The stages of grieving I need the acceptance
That you're now a part of a higher position but
The love you gave me was so unconditional
I couldn't compensate you for the favors
You made for me making my life a lot greater
I don't need attention I just need a dose
So I'll get through today and to tomorrow at most
I couldn't leave you so soon but I know
That we'll meet yet again when we're both a couple ghosts
How do we get over death of immediate
Members of blood I think time's the ingredient
Here is our healing and just how we deal with it
I've been so down but I hate I'm revealing it
Honestly I had been wanting to die
I know that you'd hurt if I wasn't alive
Older and wiser you tell me don't do it
You said I'll regret it if I had gone through it
Why do we all go through the motions of loss
With the whole spectrum of emotions across
But the hardest invention was empathizing
I'm lost on this path I need some guidance
How could I have ever left you so soon
When you watched me grow out of this cocoon
Say to wait until the day that I will die forever
And to spend eternity with us together
I can act so selfishly
I know that you mean well for me
Though your day will come up first
I'll be right there when I leave earth
I don't need attention I just need a dose
So I'll get through today and to tomorrow at most
I couldn't leave you so soon but I know
That we'll meet yet again when we're both a couple ghosts