Beauty queen of only 18, she
Had some trouble with herself
Your sister was the one who stayed supplying
And you were the one in person denying
About your addictions and the shit you were buying
But I had looked you in the eyes and I knew you'd been crying
Scars up and down how they're lining your hands
And you would show me the songs by your favorite bands
I knew you were different I knew you were gone
You were physically there but you would string me along
Saw you on a list you're a missing person
When you fled to the coast know you felt determined
There ain't shit left here we don't need Fresno
Wish I'd take us both so we'd just let go
Alter the names then I'd alter the face
That I've fucking been given imma call to replace
Imma find you and hide my attempt to restart
Said I've been so great but I'm falling apart
Beauty queen of only 18, she
Had some trouble with herself
2014 last time I seen her
Felt that I'd be the one who would love and complete her
Days daydreaming it seems
So far but it's closer to me what it means
They wouldn't grip no they wouldn't get
You and I we're the ones who would break from the set
We're done with the rest this pain in my chest
But I wanna be with you if I'm staying depressed
You had someplace somewhere you would call home
You admit it was shit everyday to atone
Dealt with your sister mom and your dad
I was open to talk I had sense it was bad
Texted a while no answer I dial
Got a forwarded call so I start to compile
Anything that I found any kind of a clue
But the trail went dark still searching for you
Beauty queen of only 18, she
Had some trouble with herself