Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
Had to sell the Ford cause you know we can't afford it
Time to clear out all the shit that I've been hiding in my storage
Bout to make another drink this liquid death I fill and pour it
And I can't be optimistic when my fantasies are morbid
I'm so fascinated with the lies I fabricated
To the friends I've come to know they know that I've been aggravated
Fuck a label fuck a genre everything is saturated
Cut my wrists and drain me out and now the blood's coagulated
Minutes to hours I'm soaking up the rain showers
Now the odds are stacking up and I'm sensing the doubt tower
Saw potential and a motive no one could see
A constant faith into my soul a true believer in me
Both our discrepancies come to make something beautiful
All the disagreements that we have are usually juvenile
So I'd like to give you all of me I wish that you'll let me
Cause I would rather have a dime over any ten pennies
Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I admit there's moments that I wanna be gone
Well it can get so fucking tiring when I'm used as a pawn
I'm just a trophy boy you can't even say that you know me
I hope to go while I'm asleep and I asphyxiate slowly
Look inside my mind you wouldn't last a second there
Cause it's the darkest shit you've seen I even make the shadows scared
Demons rampantly running they're clinging onto my nerves
Infecting deep in my connections seems like I never learn
Taking my frustration out I crumble my relationships
And I'm so fucking caught up I can't even seem to date a bitch
For more than just a week I'm sorry for the empty promise
You're a very special person know that normal me would want this
But he's out he's hiding and for years ain't been the same
I don't mean to hurt you though I did it's right for you to blame
Me for everything I've said and done our ties have come to split
I guess no happily ever after don't know who we'll end up with
Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are