I'm a fucking mess I can feel I'm becoming less
Existing on this planet until there's nothing left
No place that I will go no face that I can see
Can fix the underlying pain each time I breathe
I'm just a ghost better yet I'm a thought
Of everything you ever wanted and you never had got
So I'll just take till I go I won't upset you and though
I never got a way to leave well that's something you know
Holding me back I still feel all your fingers
Pressing against me the thought of it lingers
It's been producing the most imbalance
Seek no approval I'm acting with malice
I'll keep on walking and you'll stay aphonic
Need that done well I won't be on it
You never trust me it's cause I'm nobody
Smoke and mirrors we're so unlucky
Watching where you tread take back and pretend
I'm overloaded feeling so down from all of the stress
Like I'm stripped of my youth and stripped of any emotion
They don't even wanna know me still conceiving their notion
Hold back every time someone tried to say
All I'm ever gonna do is live and die then fade
I already know that plenty years down the road
That I'll be just the one remembered you'll be dead and erode
Holding me back I still feel all your fingers
Pressing against me the thought of it lingers
It's been producing the most imbalance
Seek no approval I'm acting with malice
I'll keep on walking and you'll stay aphonic
Need that done well I won't be on it
You never trust me it's cause I'm nobody
Smoke and mirrors we're so unlucky