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Yeah
1AM, and I'm at this house party out in Allston
Doesn't really matter which one, cos they're all some
Version of the same fucking rager, you know the kind
Been to more this semester than all my past semesters combined
And I'm tryna find a space to breathe
Eying this place, wondering if I should leave
Then I see this couple dancing in the dark
Glancing as every part of their bodies curves,
Touches, ignites a spark, and then comes apart
The room is swaying while the music's playing
Booze blooming in their throats and you'd think it's praying
The way these two move together, getting loose
In this beautiful unison, and I'm not the dude who's used to saying
"Hey, do you wanna come home with me?"
My poetry's losing its potency
And I could be the type of rapper bragging bout how all I'm doing is seducing
But it'd just be an illusion, elusive, cos the truth is
It's only ever been you
It's only ever been you
It's only ever been you
It's only ever been you
It's only ever been you
Yeah this is all for you
This is all for you
This is all for you
This is all for you
And I'd be lying if I denied that it's kinda enticing, this idea of grinding
Or the license to lie with someone who don't know my vices
But I fight it, don't hide it from you, and in times of crisis
The light shining from your eyes keeps me alive, it's priceless
And you know Ysiss stays on my mind
I keep relying on your kindness, and you on mine
And when we're on FaceTime and you're crying
I comfort you, then come to you every month or two
I've gotten used to riding buses for six hours to get to you
And the sex is always second to how much I respect you
Been long distance for a minute and we ain't about to quit it
I'll admit it, I'm a little bit addicted to this shit
In some ways love feels easier from far away
But most days, just feels like I'm lost in space
The space between us unfolds as we leave
But I don't worry about you cheating
Or wanting to be free because
It's only ever been me
I know, it's only ever been me
Shit, it's only ever been me
It's only ever been me
It's only ever been me
Cos this is all for you
This is all for you
Yeah this is all for you
This is all for you
In the Lyft coming home
You hit up my phone
You're feeling alone
And looking for solace
Wish I knew what to say
To make me seem less far away
But babe, if I'm being honest
If I'm being honest I don't know if I can keep the promise
Don't know if I can be your Adonis and you my goddess
Don't know if I want you changing your last name from Thomas
Don't want us to get jaundiced or stop being astonished
I get worried sometimes too, I'll admit it
When we end up living together, will it be different?
And I'm not the type to be scared of commitment
But if something finally breaks, will we be prepared to fix it?
Nah, fuck the hook, I'm bout to
Spit this quick before it plays
Need you to know that I'm here to stay
Rapping this fast, tryna pack it all in
I got too many things I got to say
Babe most people our age don't make it this long
Five years running and we still going strong
And this song might be about how I'm afraid it's true
But it's also bout how like it I was made for you
We made it through this much, and that smile still gets me
Protects me, especially when our anxiety won't let me
Have peace so we keep fighting
No sleep so we keep writing
Letters late into the night
I keep dreaming about wifing you
So tell go everybody that your boy's the best
Might be miles away but I'm still right next
To you
Yeah this is all for you
Yeah this is all for you
It's only ever been you