Wide awake I'm staring in the dark And I tear my thoughts apart But not a single thing will change For I know and I've known from the start That what pushed me hard so far Was the worst of all mistakes Why do I continue this fight Without a reason? I feel like I'm losing my mind Closed in a prison of lies Many times I tried to explain But I knew I couldn't be heard I was dumb and you were deaf I choked my will to please your blame I put myself in chains Heavier, heavier day after day Why do I continue this fight Without a reason? I feel like I'm losing my mind Closed in a prison Why do I continue this fight Without a reason? I feel like I'm losing my mind Closed in a prison of lies Without a reason Without a reason