Do I feel this all the time? Is there a way to go without you ever knowing That I left it all behind And I don't want to change you mind Because I'm feeling low and that I don't deserve All the good things in this life And I know that no one minds They don't care what I do, how the world seems to you But it claws at me inside You don't know what's on my mind I don't need you to feel 'cause what I feel is real But I can't help asking why I'm standing on the edge No one knows that I'm hanging by a thread My mind is racing, I feel it caving in I feel it happening again And after all this time I forgot that I'm alive What do I do to pass the time? I'm just walking around with my head down Trying to build a new disguise I'm thinking "why should I even try?" When every choice is the same And I'm going insane when I'm standing on the edge No one knows that I'm hanging by a thread My mind is racing, I feel it caving in I feel it happening again And after all this time I forgot that I'm alive Now I'm staring at mirrors trying to find myself again I've been asking him questions but nothing's making sense I'm finding out Nothing's making sense I'm standing on the edge No one knows that I'm hanging by a thread My mind is racing, I feel it caving in I feel it happening again And after all this time I forgot that I'm alive