And I don't know where to go, don't know where I'm going Yeah, I got emotions, I don't really wanna show it And I can't even lie I, I don't wanna die, I'll just keep saying I'm fine, fine I hope that I never have to see you again 'Cause I can't make amends, tell me this is the end And I can't even lie, I, I don't wanna die I'll just keep saying I'm fine, fine I might just lose it I might just lose my mind I don't wanna do this I don't wanna waste my time I been tryna swim out of the deep end But I keep drowning, drowning Is she leaving? Leaving What the fuck? Hold up, hold up I think that I'm stuck, hold up I know I'm not enough, hold up And I don't give a fuck Just throw me something, I'm drowning, I'm drowning I think I found it on top of the mountain Just call or something, I'm frowning, I'm frowning And I think I found it on top of the mountain D-d-d-don't know where I'm going Yeah, I got emotions, I don't really wanna show it And I can't even lie I, I don't wanna die, I'll just keep saying I'm fine, fine I hope that I never have to see you again 'Cause I can't make amends, tell me this is the end And I can't even lie, I, I don't wanna die I'll just keep saying I'm fine, fine