Balance of the momentum Of your obsess This will be the emblem Stitched on your chest The final decision Might just impact What's holding you down? What could get you capped? Burdened As I sip on my Bourbon Burdened As I sit here uncertain And all these motherfuckers Tell me I'm a different man Maybe because I implement These architectural plans To reach the point of over lining My attention span I'm not a wimpy boat I'm held up like a catamaran So what's the plan? So what's the plan? A.T. since '93 I think I'm on a roll You let them change up your direction Gain some self control And all your past misatekes Got you cornered You think I'm backing down I'm on my feet and this peddling forward You better get some order Because Everybody says that you are worthless Everybody says that you want this big applause Everybody says they think you need to grow up Everybody says that they don't give a fuck Contentious You know you're so pretentious Contentious You know you're so pretentious Break, what I take But I'll say, I'm not awake (Summon me) Everybody has a certain person in their lifespan Up against the world when all they needed was a right hand Lift them off the ground and let them stay wherever we go Sorry that I hid my insecurity my ego Pushing on the norm that separates us from the left side Go ahead and show'em that you're educated bona fide Kicking down the doors of haters everywhere that we go Sorry that I hid my insecurity my ego