I should write, I should sing
But instead laid in bed 'til my phone's almost dead
Every morning
Every song, I was so wrong
And I've prayed it's a phase that'll fade when these days
Are all gone
I'm not like myself
I feel like someone else
I've tried to hide from the truth
And it's time that you knew
That I just want to die
Leave me out beside the curb
With all the other trash
It's more than I deserve
I just want to die
Leave me out beside the curb
With all the other trash
It's more than I deserve
Now you know, does it show?
Every glance has a chance to betray an expanse
With no soul
When you laugh and when you cry...
It'd be great to relate to the smiles you'll create
With no lies
Is this the new me?
It's not who I was meant to be
Dooooo oooooo oo oooooo ooooo oo ooo
(And these lyrics are not done)
'Cause I just want to die
Leave me out beside the curb
With all the other trash
It's more than I deserve
I just want to die
Leave me out beside the curb
With all the other trash
It's more than I deserve