No use in hiding how he plays on my mind As I lay down to look for sleep I shoot the breeze, stare at the ceiling for a usual while And then I bury my head under the sheets Picture his fingers on my back With each little slip I am reminded of the lack I feel And it's burning down I need to find a way to forget somehow Oh cause I don't know if I'm right I don't know if I'm wrong But my body seems to know right where it belongs But now I can't seem to shake, feeling that I made a mistake Every night your memory is keeping me awake I'm well aware that there's a danger in the games I play Pretending he is here with me Still I twist and turn until I'm tired enough That I can blur the empty space with my reality I hang my hand over the edge As if I could wave away the worst of all the things I've said But it's still wearing me down I need to find a way to forget somehow Oh cause I don't know if I'm right I don't know if I'm wrong But my body seems to know right where it belongs Till I can't seem to shake, feeling that I made a mistake Every night your memory is keeping me awake How long must I wait? If I behave you'll show me some way If I wait No use in hiding how he plays on my mind As I lay down to look for sleep I shoot the breeze, stare at the ceiling for a usual while Before I bury my head under the sheet