Every day is the same old shit
Driving to work at a half past six
Waiting tables overwhelming feelings that I might have failed
Call you up when I want to talk
I know you felt I was not enough
But you're the only one that I really got
So I run it back like
I don't need it I'm okay
I don't know what else I can say
Like wasting my whole life away
On something that I wont do
Go to college get good grades
Have a family one day
At least that's what my parents say
I need to have a good life
I wont see what's in front of me with my eyes closed
No I can't see what's in front of me with my eyes closed
I want to live like girls in movies
Fendi Benzi Lambo Gucci
Say goodbye to all who knew me
I am always changing
When I'm drinking I start sinking
Hoping wishing contemplating
All these things that I've been missing
No sense of direction
Driving down a road less traveled
Hoping that it might unravel
Pick myself up from the gravel
Dust off all the excess
Finding myself underwater
Making music is my cover
Wish I wasn't so damn stubborn
Burning all these bridges
I wont see what's in front of me with my eyes closed
No I can't see what's in front of me with my eyes closed
Am I going to pick it up?
Am I going to make a change?
Feeling like I'm running in these circles
In these circles
Am I going to pick it up?
In a city I belong?
Feeling like I'm running in these circles
In these circles
I wont see what's in front of me with my eyes closed
No I can't see what's in front of me with my eyes closed