You know the fear
Of my existence
The existential dread
It is so cruel
It's so persistent
And it never leaves my head
I'm just a boy
Walking through
A forest with no view
Of the way out
But I still step and so can you
It it so sad
To say this out loud
But my best friend is my phone
And I do
So much weird st
When I'm left at home alone
When I lay down
My brain decides
To share my cringey times in life
But it's totally ok
I promise I'm fine
When I say
I will do self care
I mean I'll play some games all night
I may have pains
And ignore healthcare
The moan that nothing's going right
I'm just an a
I'm just a hole
Trying to satisfy his soul
But it's cold outside that door
So I stay inside
Here's to the memes
Here's to the gaming
Here's to the distractions in life keeping me sane and
I ate a lot these past few months
And I'm growing round
Here's to the grass
Here's to the rain and
Here's to the showers that I take to soothe my brain man
I appreciate the time I sleep
It's an escape for now
Here's to the dreams
Here's to them waning
Here's to the time I've wasted thinking and maintaining
Everybody else's thoughts on what I'm making
And how I live my life
Though I may fear
My own existence
The existential dread
It may be cruel
And so persistent
And may never leave my head
But there are more
Who feel the same
And still live their life this way
So maybe it will be ok
And we will be alright