(Yung Germ) My fate is pain-staking I run away, hoping that I run into my making Maker, am I just forsaken? Ready to bust my load because I do not have no patience Calling on my phone, it's going straight out to the tone Like I'm stuck in danger in the Paris Catacombs Seeing stuff that isn't, turn the light on and it's gone As above, so below, I am lower than low And I don't wanna know What I'm drinking needs no antidote Just shut me up And shut me down And I don't wanna know What I'm drinking needs no antidote Just shut me up And shut me down My life is far from basic The emptiness surround the void inside me like it's vacant Finding ways to fill it, unfulfilled's a natural feeling As I battle mental illness, often clashing with my brilliance Now I'm smoking reefer 'til ashes tumble down a nigga's sneakers My fear and anxiety is off the meters The only thing I know is I don't know, so enter the unknown Shit is getting Rocky with touchstone And I don't wanna know What I'm drinking needs no antidote Just shut me up And shut me down And I don't wanna know What I'm drinking needs no antidote Just shut me up And shut me down My life is straight racing I speed away, hopin' that I lost whoever's chasin' Chaser, he is always gainin' Ready to use my NOS if he gets closer, I'm just waiting I cannot stay neutral, I fucked my clutch (okay) Do I go forward or do I back up? (Okay) Do I lay down or do I just stand up? (Okay) The only thing I know is that I don't know (no) And I don't wanna know What I'm drinking needs no antidote Just shut me up And shut me down And I don't wanna know What I'm drinking needs no antidote Just shut me up And shut me down And shut me down And shut me down