The magazine gone and wrote my fairy tale Well I took that magazine and tore it up And threw it in flames into a garbage truck Cause the magazine gone and wrote my fairy tale It's been so long since I seen the light of day The shades my eyes are accustomed to Have brought me down to the devils blues Cause it's been so long since I seen the light of day You ask me why I'm going crazy Well I'll tell you why I'll tell you why I was born with rebel and a broken heart So everyday my life seems falls apart To tell the truth don't mean to tell a lie Is it the lies that sink me down Cause I wear the truth with a heavy crown To tell the truth don't mean to tell a lie Called out I'm a known run Weighed down for far too long If I'm gonna run now I don't know where I'm going Alright I'm going but am I allowed to say I know I done wrong And I want to change I want to change For the better and for the worse You ask me why I'm so damn troubled Well I'll tell you why I'll tell you why There are some things that just can't be said Before you find out I'd rather be dead