I know that you've been fucking Everybody knows You're a fiend for attention A needy soul But it never was my decision To cut you up and watch you bleed So I keep it all deep inside Inside of me Quiet desperation The only thing I know Can't hide my desperation Don't want the world to know I keep it all deep inside But this is all an illusion We're not even here It don't matter how you hurt me I'm not even here But it never was my decision To cut you up and watch you bleed So I keep it all deep inside Inside of me Quiet desperation The only thing I know Can't hide my desperation Don't want the world to know I keep it all deep inside I remember you Trying to hold my hand I remember you Trying to understand I remember you Trying to hold my hand I remember you Trying to understand I remember you Trying to hold my hand I remember you Trying to understand I remember you Trying to hold my hand I remember you Trying to understand