I know it seems like I've got a hold on me But I'm delicate and need your gravitational loving I been trouble since, I guess since I was a kid I think I was raised by a depressive mom I grew up in a recessive time So I'm sorry I caused all your pain I didn't even know it was under my name Sometimes I am caught and blinded by rage I didn't even know I was holding this blade So I'm sorry I didn't notice you All I felt was the flesh I cut through Hurting you was what I needed to feel And I'm sorry I feel good about it These days I'm at my highest highs or murderous lows Now I'm feeling like I'll overflow Bet you're regretting leaving me alone Oh my cluttered mind is finally clear, baby You're just a blood drop in the big bad sea Somehow you don't matter to me You tried to get out of here To see your other woman You know I've got some baggage that's why I can't stop this feeling I begged you to stay with me baby I need this validation Now you can stay with me for good And I'll never be changing